Pain
Today, i experienced a type of pain only found in the heart.
Betrayal.
Someone i thought as my close friend, my brother...betrayed me for someone else he has known for a smaller amount of time. He broke his promise to me when i perpetually stated that it was meant to be kept secret. I felt utterly devastated and almost fell, fell into sadness and sorrow. However, i have decided. I will forgive him, for Jesus taught us to forgive and to forget.
However, I will constantly remind myself that this can happen again. My trust in him has dulled and to prevent this pain from worsening, i will have to watch my back. For if ur not with me, ur most likely against me. And friends are what i value most...so if u betray me...ur killing me inside....And thank you to those who haved pulled me through, i offer u my friendship and love.
Dedicated to a brother, a friend who hurt me most deeply
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
6:40 AM
LOVE LOVE LOVE
I just realized something...
I love alot of things:P
So heres a list:
1.My schools, past and present, St michael's school and St joseph's institution, SMS and SJI
2.Church!Church of the Holy Spirit
3.Friends, from church and school and even some whom i dono how i met them just...yea u get the point
4.God
5.Mother Mary
6.My guitar!
7.My Ipod
8.My rugby team!Brothers forever man!
9.Everything else that i have not mentioned but its somewhere in my memory somewhere...lol
10. HER!!!WOOT!
I love YOU!<3
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
5:55 AM
Hmmm...
Here's a review of wad happened so far in my life:
1.Rugby-made it into semis!gonna face ACSI...hope they dont bite...on second thought, hope they bite, then get disqualified!WOOHOO!!lol(wishful thinking on my part)
2. J.O.Nathan's birthday...was 19 of july...lol didnt get him present at first cos was broke so today went j8...was about to enter KFC for lunch when i saw bernice...said hi...then she stoning so reply was..........."hi"....then walk away lol...then jon ask me alot of stuff etc etc...horny bastard
Then he like showed me this really cool smses of his...regarding this renee girl...lol looks like they could be together lol...so as we were talking outside popular...suddenly i saw kerlene lol(this was planned as since he was waiting for someone, might as well i meet someone whom i knew too right?)cos she had already told me she was going for violin. Man...she sings and plays the violin...Sweet...hehe so after that while jon met "someone" i went off....meeting jon and shaun tomorrow anyway...no school tomolo!hehe...going orchard to buy jon's prezzie...J8 got nothing lol...Seeing everyone from church today...hopefully see someone tomolo again :P
Monday will be SJI vs ACSI! Come support SJI!WOOHOO!
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